Life is the cruelest bitch and it always punches you right in the face so you have to be always ready to fight back

Dont let this attraction become affection

"It's not about me liking him. When you like someone you only see the good things about him. You refuse to see the things that would make you dislike him. You only find the reasons to like him more and ignore the reasons not to love him. It won't matter if he feels the same way or not. It doesn't matter if he is aware of your feelings or not. The only thing that matters is that you love him. You may not know exactly why you do, but that is what love is all about. You fall in love without knowing the reason. Because if you know why you love someone, then once that reason disappears then you won't love that person anymore. However, the same thing goes with that person. No matter what you do or how much you love him, if that person already has someone he loves, he won't be able to notice you because his eyes can only see that person..”

NYOBAIN MAKANAN MAHAL PART 1

ga, ntar pulkul kerjain PBhell yaa...

iya..iyaa..

Stuck with PBhell, jadinya malah ke GC sm Paus, Capi, Tiara, sm Banana cuman buat nyobain suatu restoran menggiurkan di GC
YUP !!!

makanan diatas ini yg terlihat secuil ini ENAAAAAK sekaliiiii
namanya CHOCHO MAGMA
Tapi harganyaaaa mahaaaal
tp menurutq itu sebanding kok sama rasanyaa
coklatnya meleleh dimulut
so yummyyyy

and the name of the restaurant was dadadad (drum roll) : BROWNIE BAR

choco magma: IRD 15.000
choco magma+icecream (christmas promo): IRD 28.000
brownies: IRD 9.000/piece , 1 box (6 pieces) IRD 50.000

hahaha sejak kuliah jd sering hedon sayaaa...
selanjutnya saya akan menabung untuk mencoba makanan2 mahal lain...
huahahahaha *ngakak darah* *tertawa getir*

PERFECT

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

December Wish List

1. really craving to read narnia after watching narnia

narnia

2. read Langman even just a page

3. watch CIRCUS YAY!!!!! (don't care with who, I must watch it!)

4. Try out premiere !!!!

5. Buy stationary and get my pencilcase washed

6. Pay rent fees 

 7. Record DYE new song OHOHOHO :D

DYE

 8. Study biomed and ethics properly

9. NOT REMED for PBHELL human interaction

10. have enough money to buy bday present for iwak

sunmul

11. READ Maximum RIDE 4th novel

12. go to I.A.L.F to see when is the next term started

 13. finish watching playful kiss

14. finishing juliette dance

 15. go to K.FEST on the 19 dec

16. save more money to go to s.pore, korea, japan, or netherlands next year

17. buy yellow watch 

18. be cleverer

19. watch horror movies in cinema

20. keep smiling in the next days

21. drink capuccino

 22. get properly sleep

23. have properly rest
24. cut my hair
25. buy nodame cantabille DVD

Rather than saying I’m perfectly content, I merely like myself. I’m not extremely good-looking, I don’t have a body like a model, I don’t have the best voice in the world, I’m not the best dancer. But I just like myself?

well, is it my fault for not being ambitious? no ambitious feeling?