be strong be grateful

I don't know why recently time had been hard and heavy

in this period of time I just remember what my friend said "just go with the flow, enjoy, do your best but never be so hard on yourself, enjoy your time, think of how Allah is by your side these times, just pray and always be content and always be grateful"
once someone's daddy told that someone "you are busy saving the world but why it is so hard for you just to help a newspaper seller in the traffic ligth?"

well he's right, I'm someone who doesn't even have the slightest idea to save the world though, but to help people just start from your surroundings.

"don't feel superior because when the reality is not what you expected you will fall and it hurts, don't feel inferior because when others look down to you their gaze will be heavy, and it hurts, just feel content that you're more lucky than some people, and feel grateful of what you had by keep helping people."

Sunday 13 march 2011

Don't punk with my heart

huweee next week is going back to school after a-month-holiday shitty shitty bang-bang T___T

I need to read my anatomy book really, everyone's already read it even finish it. GAAAAAAHHHHH...... I need to love school more, so that I can enjoy, but wait enjoy????? oh nononono don't punk with my heart.... help meee....

the day after tomorrow is the first day of my anatomy lesson from a private teacher with a few friends wish me luck....

One Fine Day

I WAS JUST BACK FROM MY HOLIDAY IN LOMBOK !!!

lombok was really something
yap yap the beach is better than bali in my opinion
the nature is still untouched but modern
when I came to Gili trawangan Island the condition there is sooo different from my last visit to another gili island 2 or 3 years back then
Gili trawangan is beautiful
it's full of people from other country reminds me of surfer's paradise beach actually but this is better
much more like home much more beautiful
The ocean calm me in a unique and comfortable way
I decided to collect photos at the airport or any transportation station when I go anywhere around the world
and put it in one album hoho
and I saw hanguk saram in airport before I went back to Surabaya YAY!!!

I forget

it's getting me insane
really omygod

now I forgot how to write!
how to write a story after finally I found a spare time
really I'm not confidence at all

after I forgot how to draw
I now only am able to draw teot-teot only
onlyyyyy

I forget a lot of french vocabulary
I forget how to use english correctly

I hate it hate it so much!
I want my drawings back but I cant find my drawing in the binder that was missing
I want my writing style back
now I can't recall any, even I can't finish one paragraph

such a moron

"quotes of the day"

“Sometimes you feel like slipping, and that’s when you have to throw it all away; all of the things that people say and all of the doubts that fills your mind, don’t belong there. But Whatever you do you’ll never be wrong, as long as you reach for it. When you reach for it nothing’s going too far. And its never too long, as long as you reach for it you can dream of it, everywhere… there’s so much distance between what you want and what you got, but if you really want it, it’s your life. So you’ve got to try, you’ve got to fight. You can reach for it.”

"For Attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself and the other for helping others." — Audrey Hepburn

"Everything I learned I learned from the movies." — Audrey Hepburn