Don't punk with my heart

huweee next week is going back to school after a-month-holiday shitty shitty bang-bang T___T

I need to read my anatomy book really, everyone's already read it even finish it. GAAAAAAHHHHH...... I need to love school more, so that I can enjoy, but wait enjoy????? oh nononono don't punk with my heart.... help meee....

the day after tomorrow is the first day of my anatomy lesson from a private teacher with a few friends wish me luck....

One Fine Day

I WAS JUST BACK FROM MY HOLIDAY IN LOMBOK !!!

lombok was really something
yap yap the beach is better than bali in my opinion
the nature is still untouched but modern
when I came to Gili trawangan Island the condition there is sooo different from my last visit to another gili island 2 or 3 years back then
Gili trawangan is beautiful
it's full of people from other country reminds me of surfer's paradise beach actually but this is better
much more like home much more beautiful
The ocean calm me in a unique and comfortable way
I decided to collect photos at the airport or any transportation station when I go anywhere around the world
and put it in one album hoho
and I saw hanguk saram in airport before I went back to Surabaya YAY!!!

I forget

it's getting me insane
really omygod

now I forgot how to write!
how to write a story after finally I found a spare time
really I'm not confidence at all

after I forgot how to draw
I now only am able to draw teot-teot only
onlyyyyy

I forget a lot of french vocabulary
I forget how to use english correctly

I hate it hate it so much!
I want my drawings back but I cant find my drawing in the binder that was missing
I want my writing style back
now I can't recall any, even I can't finish one paragraph

such a moron

"quotes of the day"

“Sometimes you feel like slipping, and that’s when you have to throw it all away; all of the things that people say and all of the doubts that fills your mind, don’t belong there. But Whatever you do you’ll never be wrong, as long as you reach for it. When you reach for it nothing’s going too far. And its never too long, as long as you reach for it you can dream of it, everywhere… there’s so much distance between what you want and what you got, but if you really want it, it’s your life. So you’ve got to try, you’ve got to fight. You can reach for it.”

"For Attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself and the other for helping others." — Audrey Hepburn

"Everything I learned I learned from the movies." — Audrey Hepburn

"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles" — Audrey Hepburn

I don't know if I can't survive this

I don't know but recently I have this feeling
well really Its my fault that I'm not such a competitor or having a ambitious feeling
really no confidence at all, the one I proud is being me right now
someone with super simple mind, whose worries doesn't have a reason or my action sometimes doesn't have reason
I do this because its me because if You were me you wouldn't do this
This is the most rebelliou part in my life
I feel like I was deceiving everyone
"you study a lot.
no. I'm not part of you
look at me I can do this
no I dont like you! get out of my way. even everyone likes 'you'
everyone doesn't like her/him. well I Iike her/him because he's/she's fine
I dont have time to fight. you can get what u want. take it. I don't mind"


FiUUHH yup s/t I grumble mumble about that simple stuff

-The one I really wanna do is to at least know 5 languages or 10 languages
its not ambitious I said, it's curiousity
-I want to step on the 5 continents. but africa not really coz I'm afraid of too many black people around
-I want to sit on a train, reading a book which is passing through forth rail bridge
-I want to climb sidney harbor bridge
-I wanna taste the hot chocolate after climbing blue mountain in its company
-I want to hang out with my high school uniform with my friends and do crazy stuff
-I want to write again
-I want to go out and go some where just to take a picture
- I want to see key in a very clooooose distant
-I want to have the mooost beautiful kitchen in the world
-I want to have a white car
-I want to master korean, japanese, french, italy, germany, english
-I want to have crocs
-I want to taste different kind of food
-I want to go to korea french and japan lately


hahahahaha
so much to deal with, its my self wish actually, its my selfish self
cost a lot of money and hard work you know
and at least become a good doctor and bring good to my society
I do this one not for my self so I must do good
well cheer meee
cheer  me
ega! fighting!
fighting!

Happy b.day ! 생일 축하 우리 iwak

 

"And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound ....

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule....

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?"

when life punches you right in the face you have to be always ready to fight back

may God lead us far away from what we call stressed out

may God lead us to be more grateful, content, and tolerant

may God guide us to look for more motivation to study

may God give us enough suplies to grow

Let us always be true to ourselves

may this year be our luck as always

It's already a year passed

How are you doing?

What are you wishing?